Jedan bezbrizan vikend.
Budenje, hrpa formula iz fizike nabacanih na papir, zvuk zvona,
spavanje na klupi, vozja liftom
and here we GO!
Da, avantura je počela...
S onim naivnim sjajem u očima krenuh za Samobor
maknuh se od tih zidova i jedno subotnje poslijepodne provela bezbrižno se smješeći, ne bojeći se nikoga.
Bila sam svoja!
Sada ta 4 zida opet me pritišću, i danas dok sam uvidjela koliko sam sretna, zahvalila se sreci
pocelo je...
Ovoga puta stigli su u pakteu
Jedan + jedan gratis= STAFE!
Jejjj
ah...
I tako ja opet sva prestrasena, bez onog osmjeha, sjaja u očima (kojeg će za niti 5, 6 minuta zamjeniti suze)
sjedim između ta 4 zida i postojim...
izvršavajuči svaku naredbu, potvdno klimati glavom; yes My Lady
čekati jutro da pobjegnem, barem na tren od ta 4 zida
there"s nothing special you should know about me
cause I"m just a girl
.... but
n je noz i rana, vampir srca svog, jedan od onih velikih prokletnika osudenih na vjecni smijeh a ne mogu se smijati. a.g.m
[♥]
dearest...
ATREYU- A Vampire's Laments
I am the walking dead heartbreaker, my apologies,
I'm happy you'll never understand what
It's like to be trapped under six feet of solid glass,
I can see out, but no one gets in
Screaming at this prison, I've locked myself into,
I'm sorry that I'm still breathing and that I'll
Kill again. But the loneliness is too much for me to handle.
But the taste for fresh blood, pushes me on.
The strength of not forgiving
I told myself the constant pain would ease the tension burning inside
But the nights were cold and the days dragged to weeks,
I will die here alone I will die
The fear of romance
The pain of living
The joy of sorrow
The strength of not forgiving
God help me, I'm so tired,
But in my dreams the wolves eat out my soul
God help me, I'm so frightened,
But in my dreams wolves tear out my heart
I used to be golden, a saint in a time of sorrow,
But then the turning came and I kissed
The sun goodbye, don't you get it,
It's always darker in my eyes, the screams of my brothers
Egging me on
ATREYU- Ex's And Oh's
You took me home
I drank too much
'Cause of you my liver turned to dust
Cold rust taste
A cruel creeping cold pain
Do you understand what I mean?
When you feel your soul drop to the floor
Like a hole
Like an open bleeding sore
Then you'll have bled like I bled
And you'll have wept as I've wept
Suck me down, it's time to rock and roll
Let's hit the bar, let's lose control
One false move, you took me home
One false move, you're all alone
But it looks so good and it feels so nice
I paid the price
I'll cut you out just to hear you scream,
Get away from, get away from me
And I can feel my heartbeat racing
As I realize what I must do
Get away from,
Get away from,
Get away from me
I should have turned and ran like hell
Last time I got the taste of you
I should have turned and ran like hell
And I'll see we're through
I should have turned and ran like hell
Last time I got the taste of you
I should have turned and ran like hell
And I'll see we're through
And I'll see we're through
You fell upon me like a plague
Weakness, sweet weakness
But I digress...
After all this...
You're just like all the rest
Suck me down
It's time to rock and roll
Let's hit the bar, let's lose control
One false move, you took me home
One false move, you're all alone
short stories with tragic endings
....Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
And the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
And to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down in the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is
A reminder of what I'll never have
I'll never have... I'll never...
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
And the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
And to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
And you let this one person come down, come down.
I cherish you... I cherish you.
Just say you would do the same for me.
Just say you would do the same for me.
Say you would do the same...
Just say you would do the same for me.
For as much as I love Autumn,
I'm giving myself to Ashes.)
